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My name is Angela Leilani Bittle (Angi for short). I am married to my wonderful husband, Jimmy. We have two amazing teenage daughters, Sydney and Anastasia. We are actively involved in our church, C3 Church, and have a passion to serve our Lord in His way and in His time.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Want or Need?

So here I am again, thinking of how blessed I am! I have a healthy family, a job, 2 vehicles and a house. I am able to put food on our table and snacks in the pantry and we are all fully clothed. ;~) What a blessing!

Usually during this time of year I find myself looking through the Sunday Ads more and thinking about all the things I'd like to have. How I'd love to go the store and buy more decorations for my house. How nice it would be to give my daughters everything they want. And how I wish I had a large family that gathered for all the holidays and showered each other with many gifts.

Where do I get these ideas? Why do I feel I "need" more? Is it the TV Commercials? The Newspaper Ads? Is it just the culture and time we live in?

This year is different and my husband is taking notice. I have very little desire to go out and buy "things". God is working on my heart and taking away a desire for things of this world. (1 John 2:16-17)

Here are some things God has called me to do this year:
  • I am grocery shopping only with coupons (It's amazing how much we are saving by being diligent and "Clipping Coupons")
  • Talked to my two teenage daughters and they are okay with only ONE present under the tree this year (They acknowledged that our money should go toward Children's Cup)
  • The only other gift I will purchase is for my mother (I want to honor her!)
  • Jimmy and I aren't exchanging gifts (Not too much of a change - we show our love throughout the year!)
  • As of January first Jimmy and I are committing to not spend any money on restaurants (We cannot wait to see God honor this "fast")
Every time I think about showering my family with gifts or buying more decorations or even lavishing more "stuff" on my children, I remember the children around the world that have NOTHING! Children's Cup is hosting Christmas parties this week for thousands of children in Swaziland, Africa. This will be the one time this year that many of these children recieve not only one small gift, but also meat with their meal. Can you imagine?

God is placing a new mercy on my heart and it's for these children! (Matthew 19:14)

Last week we heard that our applications for our Mission Trip were "approved". We are now working through our second packet of information (References, Medical Information, etc). We have already been approached by several people saying God is leading them to give. We appreciate all the prayer and financial support God has planned for us. We will begin raising funds in January.

Do you know the Mercy I am talking about?

Have you ever sought God with all your heart?

Do you feel like it's time to begin anew?

Please let me know if you have any questions about how to have a relationship with the One True God. I'd be honored to help you find Him!